My Lost Sister: (Part 1)

Sometimes, I forget that I have a older sister…

I can’t remember what she looks like, sometimes…

I surpress my childhood, for fear of remembering what a huge part of my life she was…
…and now that part of me is missing.

My earliest childhood memory is the day she moved in with me and my parents.
There were so many trips to the court. I was too young to remember what was going on…
We went to hearing after hearing.
All I knew was that I was getting a sister.
I was so excited!

(I hope she likes me…)

The day she moved in, I remember her suitcase.
It seemed so big to me.
I remember going through her stuff with her…

…she had these neon yellow swimming goggles… that were enclosed in a case.
I loved those goggles…
She let me play with them.
That made me smile!

That time is foggy in my memory, but I knew right away that I loved her.
I hope she liked me!
I felt so happy to have a sister…
…my big sister!


(Part 2 coming soon)


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Pinkspen is a female, a girl, a growing woman, and first and foremost, a mother to a beautiful daughter. She wants daughter to learn to be the best version of herself; to become the strong, modest, and purposeful lady, that she knows she will be one day.  Pinkspen graduated from California University of Pennsylvania, with a BACHELOR'S DEGREE in Creative Writing, BA, and a MASTER'S DEGREE in Social Work, MSW. She is in the process of attaining her LSW and eventually my LCSW. Although, her passion is working with youth and families, she has always wanted to become a known writer who supports Childhood Development, Anti-Bullying, Healthy Relationships, Equality, and the Empowerment of all Women.  LADYHOOD journey, will hopefully help teens entering college and young women everywhere to see that they are capable of being the best versions of themselves; "we are more than what popular culture says we are." Together we can take this journey of LADYHOOD and advocate for women's rights, peace, self-love, and equality for all women.

23 thoughts on “My Lost Sister: (Part 1)

  1. Hi PinksPen,
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  2. Pinkspen~
    Life is a journey. The good, bad and ugly are what makes it glorious. To love is a wonderful thing. Loss is a painful thing. Regardless of how the loss occurred, some pain never heals… but you have the wonderful memories. It is my hope that as you continue on this journey, that God will renew in you memories that have faded and that those memories will renew and refresh you.

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    1. Thank you for those beautiful words! It really is a journey….i suppressed my feelings for so long, but now I am speaking out about it! Keep in touch and Thank you for reading!!!!!!!!!


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