My Lost Sister: (Part 1)

Sometimes, I forget that I have a older sister…

I can’t remember what she looks like, sometimes…

I surpress my childhood, for fear of remembering what a huge part of my life she was…
…and now that part of me is missing.

My earliest childhood memory is the day she moved in with me and my parents.
There were so many trips to the court. I was too young to remember what was going on…
We went to hearing after hearing.
All I knew was that I was getting a sister.
I was so excited!

(I hope she likes me…)

The day she moved in, I remember her suitcase.
It seemed so big to me.
I remember going through her stuff with her…

…she had these neon yellow swimming goggles… that were enclosed in a case.
I loved those goggles…
She let me play with them.
That made me smile!

That time is foggy in my memory, but I knew right away that I loved her.
I hope she liked me!
I felt so happy to have a sister…
…my big sister!


(Part 2 coming soon)


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Ta'lor Pinkspen

Welcome ladies and gentlemen! This is Ta'lor Pinkspen, BA|MSW|SFW, Inspirational Blogger for women, Poet, Prospective Self-love Coach, Feminist, Equality Advocate, and Women & Family Therapist My blog focuses on Women's Empowerment, Beauty Standards, Body Positivity, Motherhood, Healthy Relationships, College girls and Equality. LADYHOOD journey seeks to uplift all women and promote self-love. LADYHOOD journey challenges social concerns like body shaming, beauty standards, racial and gender discrimination, in order to empower women to be advocates and to incorporate self-love into their journey. I want women and all my readers to leave my site feeling uplifted, supported, and empowered in every stage of life. I love to spend time with my daughter, going to local bars and restaurants with family & friends, online shopping, photography, writing poetry, sipping Chia Tea or Iced Coffee, sitting on my porch while drinking a glass of dry red wine or dark beer, and listening to music from artists like Chance the Rapper, SZA, Pentatonix, H.E.R, Alessia Cara, Sabrina Claudio, Jhene Aiko, Frank Ocean, Coldplay, and Kings of Leon.

23 thoughts on “My Lost Sister: (Part 1)

  1. Hi PinksPen,
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  2. Pinkspen~
    Life is a journey. The good, bad and ugly are what makes it glorious. To love is a wonderful thing. Loss is a painful thing. Regardless of how the loss occurred, some pain never heals… but you have the wonderful memories. It is my hope that as you continue on this journey, that God will renew in you memories that have faded and that those memories will renew and refresh you.

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    1. Thank you for those beautiful words! It really is a journey….i suppressed my feelings for so long, but now I am speaking out about it! Keep in touch and Thank you for reading!!!!!!!!!


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